Yes, I am still here. I had big plans of resting and relaxing this summer and somehow that has totally gotten away from me. We have
soooo much going on right now, that if I stop and think about it too much, I just may resign myself from adulthood. :) Our church is going through a transition time right now. That is both exciting and scary at the same time. I am working an upcoming
Tres Dias weekend. I won't say what I am doing, but let me just say that God is finding great joy in stretching me on this one! We have birthdays and birthday parties, bible school, piano, swim days, music camp.....and on and on. All of these things are really good things, but if my focus is taken off my savior, then they can be detrimental.
Some days my focus is where it needs to be and others...not so much.
Somewhere in all of this, God is trying to shave away some of my ugliness. Pride is a part of me that is a
hindrance. I don't mean for it to be. It just is. Several times lately, my heart has been questioned. For me...that just hits hard. When it comes to most things, I could care less what others think, but when my heart is questioned, it "eats my lunch". (a quote from my friend Shana) :) So, why do I let that bother me??? It really shouldn't matter. All I should care about is how God sees my heart. So, how do we get there? How do we have close relationships and not think about how they see us? How do we do what we believe God wants us to and when others question our faith, not let that bother us? How do we go through this life and not believe the lies that Satan tries to feed us?
I really am not fishing for
encouragements of any kind. And, although it may sound like it, I'm really not complaining. :) I love my life. I am blessed beyond measure. I am just thinking out loud...or in print. As others have said - I'm just
keepin it real.